Sometimes a secret makes you feel special, even if you aren't. Even if you know you can never be. In spite of, in memory of something you gave up a long time about. 

A secret. That small smile that creeps across your mouth during the monotonous moments that occur during the day.

A secret. The little warmth between your legs when you think of a life that is very different from the one you lead. 

A secret.That hot mouth against your mouth. Another world, complete, self-sustaining.